Be Tough part II

Assalamualaikum

Okay hm sorry for the long time i took before i write the second post

Hahaa siapa je lah yg baca blog aku ni hm who cares

So now i'll continue my story

Btw las two days, aku selongkar file sijil sijil pd zmn dahulu aku

Sbb aku nk carik rsult upsr n psra to compile them together so tade ahh bersepah enn

Hm then aku jumpa slip upsr ak n aku pelik knp ad dua slip pastu bila tgok balik rupanya lagi satu tu slip pmr aku

Lahaiii srs lupa pasal slip pmr tu hahaha derhaka btul

Then i found my slip psra too, yeahhh ada tiga slip penting 

Tiga slip yg bila aku tgok balik, haihhh those old times. Cepatnya masa pergi hm

Cantik je aku tngok tiga tiga result aku tu, takde cacat cela. Alhamdulillah. Seronok aku tgok. 

Then aku compared dgn slip spm aku. Pehhh jauhnyaa beza ni weiii. Apa yg kau buat selama ni?

Hm org kata, let bygone be bygone en. But apa salahnya klu yg da berlalu tu, its sth positive

And we could repeat it again in the future. In shaa Allah

Patut lah pun kan ummi abah trkejut dgn result spm aku. Sometimes, the past was good to be remember forever. Hm depends lah kan

Those old times were gold but we could make the future much better kan?

Believe in yourself. Surround urself with positive vibes n ppl 

Well, ummi asyik ungkit result aku je haihh sedih btul

Hari tu aku drive nk balik umah ngn ummi 

"Dik, kalau kau dpt straight A, ummi belikan kau kereta axia."

Oh

Em

Aku diam je, ak mmg taknak balas apa pun. Focusing on driving

Nampak kan kat situ betapa ummi kecewa dgn result aku. Hampa. Sedih. Hmm.

Act, bnyk kali gak ummi ckp pasal hadiah spm ni semua lps dpt result ritu

Tpi yelahh, mybe ummi taknak ckp direct yg she was absolutely dissapointed with her daughter ni.

Mmg lah sedih en sbb bila ummi ckp pasal nk bagi hadiah tu semua tapi hakikatnya aku tk dpt pun hahha

Hm bersabarlah wahai hati. Dorongan tu sebenarnya. So u have to put more effort in ur life.

Lek, Allah tahu apa yg terbaik utk kau. 

Toksah pertikai apa yg Dia buat. Tapi kita manusia ni, kene lah usaha jugak. Takkan nk dok melopong ja?

Last week, sekolah aku ada HAK, Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan.

Apa yg aku segan bila attend event ni adalah bila mana kitorg smua akn beratur ikut pointer

Lahaiii, aku punya line belakang lah jugak hmm. Malu weii.

Haa, tu lah kau hanis. Malas lagi. Org suruh belajar, kau mesti bnyk mengelamun ni hahaaa

Tapi hm nasib baik kwn kwn ada en so sedih sbb kat belakang tu kurang sikit

We really had fun together even dewan mcm kosong hambar semacam je. Aherherr.

We took pictures, tons of selfie (of course)

K hm semua dah lawa plus hensem yee pehhh dah dewasa kgkwan aku hahaa aptb

So hm bila boleh reunion lagi ni kome semua?? Kahwin roger roger okay? Kehkehh

Hm btw mase ak ckp kt ummi yg ad HAK tu, i told her that i wanted to drive wuhhuuu jgn jeles

Ummi tnya gak, parents kene pergi ke apa ke

Hahah aku ckp lah biasanya event ni smua ex f5 dtg sendiri sndiri ngn kawan

I bet parents yg dtg tu mostly yg ank deme terbilang tuu uhuhuuu sedihh.

K takpe, hidup bukan setakat nk SPM je en. Jauhh lagi naa yg kita nk pi hadapi ni oiii

hm so everall HAK ritu, best lah sbb dpt gather balik reramai cemtu. Lps ni smua masuk ipt dah

Dduk rumah, mereput. Surat yg dtg smua stok US. Lahaii dah la course aku tu takde ditawarkan

Dok dpt call suh pi iv dengar taklimat mende tah aku iyekan aje hahaa

Dok dpt mesej dpt itu ini hmm yelahh yelahhh hahaa

So now, aku doa je lah aku dpt upu. Doa dpt u yg trbaik utk ak. In shaa Allah.

Thanks for reading. 

Absolutely, Allah knows what is the best for us 

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